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Why do I feel

2009-11-22 18:09
Why do I feel like I have slipped through time
and now wander in mist , not ever loosing my way ,
but never finding it just the same .
 
Why do I feel like the world around me has become mute
and silence is my prison in which I am forced to live.
constantly trying to be my self , only to have those around me
slip into the shadows , only to reappear for a glance but nothing more
 
Why do I feel that things will never change .
that the way things have been they will always be
the way people react and see me will never change
no matter how hard I try .
 
Why do I feel that things I do are neutral ?
Never really good enough , but not really that bad
destined to walk in the shadows I have come to know
the same shadows that protected me when no one else would
 
Why do I feel that I will walk these shadows of silence forever?
being seen and not heard
loved but hated
good but never good enough .
 
I want balance , but all I have is time
 
 
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  • filly
    filly 2009-11-26 17:48
    ummm..i guess u are in a state of permanent stand by...ur in need of spiritual help...
    well, ill do the tarot cards for u... im not very good but ill see what i can do for you! first appointments are free!~ and which lay out you want?umm..celtic cross maybe?^^ok filly the medium is in action..hehehe ill be right back lollll
  • filly
    filly 2009-11-26 19:57
    here is your reading straight in your mail box:
    so first question it came to my mind it was 'how to bring those much wanted changes in ur life',the answer jumped out of the deck: you will have to gamble! you may lose something you have by doing so but you will never win if you dont! And/or if you're waiting for a young man with darkish features to make those changes in ur life,u are leaving your life for chance...for his dice might roll on your direction or not.this card sugests that u have to throw the dice...
    then the actual reading:
    right now u are filled with dreams,though a bit shattered by setbacks in life they are still valid! you aim for a spin of the wheal to bring changes and achieve those dreams but the wheal is against you.and changes right now would be negative or come to no fruit.wait...the obvious about ur situation that u and/or others are awear,its ur deciseveness to make changes,to end a chapter of ur life n begin another! this may well be happening now for a while but on a spiritual level..u are stripping ur self from the old and transforming,reborning or just ready to accept any changes! on a subconscient level that u may not be awear, the situation shows that deep inside you fear rivals, theres unclear situations that u cant figger out, cloudy relationships and strong desire to to advance in those relationships,but blocked for they'd be risky encounters...
    things or ideas that u had in the past they must be liberated from the present n future for they not valid no longer: making choices by putting labels or brands and categorizing is not valid,bad judgement is being made in the procedure..dont judge a book by its cover..but take time to know deeper than the appearences! acknowledge valuable information and keep it for later...near present is filled with hope,hope for the future and excitement of what may bring! the stars will shine bright in ur sky when everything around looks doomed!if theres light in the end of the tunnel theres a way out.keep positive! in a near future there will be much tranquility and harmony at home,bonds will streghthen family life and bring much happiness! the way others see you or you see them in what concerns your life its either a big desappointment both ways!coz they dont support ur dreams for they see you give a big tumble and u are desappointed for they dont see ur dreams as u do and dont incentive u to follow ur goals! ur biggest hopes are to achive internal change and aquire new philosophies,u are willing to do great sacrifices in order to reach ur goals as long as u know what they are and at the same time you fear sacrificing for nothing,for someone or an idea that its not worth of ur efforts! u not scared of sacrificing for what u want to pursue but u fear that u may not persue what u wish for a greater sacrifice. theres a dillema..your goals or whats best for the ones you love and depend on you? the final outcome is not final as u know..but in a period of 6months to a year, strong bonds with someone are going to devellop, where trust will slowly increase..this seems directed on true friendship but who knows what may turn out to be? this connection seems to hold a very important key to open a door in your life through help or important information.a warning or advice. its when we try to find our answers inside ourselves that we realize that we may find them in others... the end!
    ps: this is meant for entertainment purposes only! any similarity with reality is pure coincidence... tell me if u had fun...
  • fantasyfan
    fantasyfan 2009-11-29 15:44
    filly: here is your reading straight in your mail box:
    so first question it came to my mind it was 'how to bring those much wanted changes in ur life',the an
    hahaha
    Filly ! my Tarot card Guru! much sound advice me thinks ,
    very entertaining , very enlighting . I shall need to go on a adventure to get my mind right . Hmm......lets see something in asia will suit me just fine.....or is that I need a asain man to help me put my suit back on? I am very confused .
  • filly
    filly 2009-11-30 09:42
    fantasyfan: hahahaFilly ! my Tarot card Guru! much sound advice me thinks ,
    very entertaining , very enlighting . I shall need to go on a adventur
    hahahaha..thats what this things do 2 u!!! they confuse u even more...but its so funny how it suddenly came to me...see? im not just a pretty face but a box full of surprises as well.. i bet u werent expecting that one...
    you reckon im gonna get purposals to do more readings?hahahaha
    ill start chargin then..$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$O.O :D
    anything to go to korea..^^
    ps: u have to state that everything came true!
  • fantasyfan
    fantasyfan 2009-12-04 13:19
    filly: hahahaha..thats what this things do 2 u!!! they confuse u even more...but its so funny how it suddenly came to me...see? im not just a pretty face but
    oh yes wise one!
    if it will get you to korea then all of it came true!
    lets hope your plane ticket to go to korea is lots cheaper then mine , mines was rather scary
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